２００９年６月２８日の「うたばん」でのEverythingのパフォーマンスにより、


：：相葉くんへ、

      貴方の新しい髪型はこの心に植えてある花を咲かせてくれました。格好いいと見えるし、大好きですよ。♥ やっと、ちょっと違う髪型ですね。。泣きたいほど感動しました。。；＿；


：：翔くんへ、

      髪を切りましたね。可愛いですわね。ｘD 初めて見ると、ちょっと驚きましたよ。


::嵐のみなさん、
     
      Everythingという曲は、歌詞の意味がいいと思います。今でも助けてくれて、ありがとう。　ずっと嵐を御応援します!
AIBA, U RLY MADE MY DAY!!! ;__; *sobs*

haaahhhh

today's stuffs rly made my day~ (lol supposed to be 'yesterday' now)

hangout with sis, ai_nino  and her friends the cool Arashi fangirls~ we sure ate a lot!!! XD and coffee! *3*
and~~mother's day :3
and there's mom!
xD and family!

felt lot better than before after meeting them. ;3;
being stressed for a while..Dx and kinda homesick..
can't wait for next week to come <3 (it'll be 1 week holiday for me!! woot!!)

and what's more~ i finally found Arashi fans among our Kouhaitachi! XD  met 2 of them hohohoho
kukukukukuuuu~


conclusion~~>> hangout; family, arashi fans, got money, ate a lot, coffee :D lol

still got some probs..but
be strong ell! :3

i rly hate myself, my bad side

god..gimme strength to kick it away..to change it for real

i need stronger willpower..

so tired..

this damn useless self...can you be a better person??

after a year, i finally got a....
HAIRCUT! xD lol yeay for random stuff! :P
goodbye to my messy long hair hahaha :D my head feels lighter this way~~lalala~~

back to be an otaku LOL xD
huhh...i still got another 1 week of holiday...
waaahh...;___; need to finish homework... OTL this time i wanna try to finish them earlier..x__X
supposed to finish some of 'em by now, but i got into a new obsession :D;; thanks to my 1st sis..lol

I'm so outdated.....xD lol  KYOU KARA MAOU is so...xDDDDD! stuck with that anime recently..@3@ my 1st sis told me to watch it long time ago xD;; but i was lazy to watch any anime that time ^^;; but waaahhhh QWIY#**!@*(HD!!@)!!!! ;__; why now..?? got hw to do huhuhuhh watched till ep39...guess i'll continue when i have free time....@__@ dunno..lol but KKM is sure so merepek..xD;;; with all the nice-looking bishies *drools* and BL hint? lol i have been poisoned by KKM...urghh....Dx;; (somehow i like to see Wolfram being jealous when Yuuri is being nice to other ppl...LOL so cute xD *shot*)

TotA ;D spent my 1st week at home watching the anime~
when watching the anime, it sure brings back the memories...;__; damn, i rly miss the game..hahah.. xD still in love with him, my dear hubby, Gailardia-sama <333 kakkoiiiiiii <33 i got his voice as my handphone's message alert ;D the english voice from the game, saying "nothing personal" hahahahahah *gile* ILU GAILARDIA-SAMA~~ >w<

my baby PS3 is black and cool <3 160GB~ i haven't played anything though..hahah since the games we have at home are only MGS4 and Fallout3..huhhh i want FFXIII...;__; has it been released? OTL

i'm planning to move my blog to somewhere else...and use my lj to join community to download stuffs...hohohhh
end of random journal :D
(wanna write something else actually hahah)

will update a proper journal soon...


...huh..i don't feel good lately... =( maybe cuz this week is full of test...or maybe cuz of something else...not rly myself lately...
losing my self-confidence...

I WANNA ENJOY MY LIFE AGAINNNNNN....*shot dead*

feel like something missing.. ;__; i think..it might be my other half....
..i wanna draw something proper....it's so depressing....i feel like i'm losing interest in my hobby.. D: what's even more, being offline for quite sometime and then, when i online, i feel so outdated.. x___X baaahhh..... and everyone has improved 100000x than the last time i saw their arts... i feel like quitting drawing...

need motivation to draw something...and need to regain the passion.....

and...
i miss you sagani .... T___T i miss our old times kepek2 together, pchat, karopek, your rants etc....

super long journal..x__X summary of my life in 2008 i guess..my memories are rly BAD D8 i have no choice but to write them down lol *Brain HD free space : 10kb* ;D

Year 2008, goodbye.
( loooong..looong agooo )

WELCOME 2009!
want to : be positive, be more successful, experience more things, have self-confidence, have more money (lol - need to manage my money better), MOAR ARASHI (happy10thanniversaryonsept!!), draw more!, master nihongo, be able to translate something, be better in subjects, pass EJU, kidnaps Na-chan, make the right choice for my future, learn how to cook (during breaks lolz), be more religious (woah..), ENJOY LIFE :3 and etc...havent decide them all...new year resolution..? nah..i'll never follow/achieve them lol

SOMETHING WEIRD WITH MY LJ..O_o;;
few days ago i check..and my Userpic of Guy has been changed to some strange userpic-i-dunno-where-it-came-from....and later it changed back to the original Guy one...then...today..it's happening again!! ...waii..this is scary..huhuhu.....
from this to this <<< I DUNNO WHAT IS THIS..never upload it before @_@

a bit late, but here goes meme Day 6 and the last day xD

Day 6 : 19th December
End of mid-sem exam!! YEAY! XD i hope i did fine with maths....
went to my dearest sagani 's house and spent the night there...miss her soooooo x1000000 much <3 ;___; *glomps+hugs* actually, kinda shy to stay at her house xD;; cuz it's my 1st time sleepover at a friend's house =DDDD sorry la kinda tired that night, so didn't do many things which were planned before @__@ but i was happy XD Na's nephew, baby Mikail is so cute <33333 get well soon, Mikail.. ;__;

last day, Day 7 : 20th December
my first CF, CF08! lol went there together with Na-chan [sagani ] ( thx a lot to ur mom ne...<33 ).. had fun there, and i finally met all the DID girls XD kinda happy cuz it's the 1st time that everyone could gather eventhough it's only for a short time.. xD
met lotsa other guys there, but since i haven't been active on9 for about 10 months i think, not many who knows me xD;; but now i know how everyone looks like iRL hohohoho 8D and yeah, got a super cute keychain of my OC, Hyrie from the awesomeanimetor_lily  <333 DOUMO ARIGATOU LILY-CHAMA *hugs* >w<
wish i could've talked more that day, but since i was just finished my exam and been away from on9 world for quite some time, my brain didn't function well that day xP;; however, that day i had tons of fun, esp when being able to spend the whole day together with my dear Na-chan =DDDDD <333333333333
and waiiii..played wii for the 1st tiem 8DDD <33 *glomps na-chan*

hehe funny how this meme started and ended with 2 most happiest stuffs XD <33333
so now the Happy Time meme has officially ended :P


Naaaa i want those CF piccus from ur camera...*double poke* 

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 will update another journal later xD (no no, not another one about CF)

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Day 4 & 5 of the Happy Time Meme~~
day before yesterday, and yesterday.......
didn't have chance to update yesterday XD;;

Day 4 : 17th December
hmmm...what was the happy stuff on this day...kinda forgot ^^;;
slept until morning made me happy i guess lol XD;;

Day 5 : 18th December
done with kagaku and butsuri shiken, kinda relieved XD i could answer them but i dunno whether my answers were right or not lol
what else....huh.. there's something wrong with my memories..i guess i must have excessive sleep xP

i'll update if i remember anything...
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as for today....i'll update later la..too tired..huhu

kinda miss him... ;__; so near yet so far....

Day 3 of 7...the meme..
I think i write the journal of each Days on the next day of the day (lol i don't understand this sentence myself) =)

Day 3 : 16th December
hmmmmmm.................
I think there's nothing that made me rly happy yesterday....
maybe chatting with Shiroishinigami made me a bit happy...since shiroi is my senpai here ( thought shiroi's batch flew to japan before i came here) Chatted a bit about AAJ life and all...about Tokyo (shiroi's there now)... got back my motivation to study i guess...

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huh....
wonder why i'm not in a good mood lately...i want this exam to end quickly T___T ...2 more days..with kagaku (chemistry), butsuri (physics) - tomorrow...and suugaku (maths) - friday. GANBARE, RI-CHAN!!! >__< faito2...

i've been waiting for a year, i wanna go to CF but i dunno..i don't feel like going...=/ but i wanna go...yeah, i'll go..

today...Moji Goi (vocabulary & ?? ) + Choukai (listening) paper...Goi wa muzukashikatta..T__T i have no prob with reading the kanji part, but choosing the right words part is kinda......huh..too many kotoba lately..X___x i need to study nihongo this holiday... Choukai..ok la...

oh yeah, next week is Aiba-chan's bday <333333 xD and 1 month after that is mine <3 same date different month :3 i think my sis's frens (arashi fangirls) will have a hangout to celebrate his bday...but by that time i'm no longer in KL area...zannen ;__; aiba-chaaaan <3